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你明白我为什么要奋斗吗？他们感叹我胸无大志，我无所谓；他们感叹我白水扶不上高墙，我本来；但是他们感叹我连梦想都不装有，我不服。

Do you know why I try? They said that I had no ambition, I didn't care; they said that I couldn't help the mud on the wall, I didn't care; but they said that I didn't deserve a dream, I didn't accept it.

如果道理都是不来别人感叹出来的，不是自己撞破南高墙得来的，不是自己悟出来的，那么谁并不知道你都没用，只有自己领悟了，才能获得复活。

If the truth is told by others, not by breaking through the south wall, not by yourself, then it is useless for anyone to tell you. Only when you understand it can you be reborn.

我还好你啊，一个月，两个月，我好想用尽啊。即使还联系，我感觉好陌生，可是我感叹起你就忍不住。

I can't let you go, a month, two months, I want to put it down. Even if I still contact, I feel strange, but I can't help thinking of you.

时间则会去除掉仅限于我的东西，感叹不尽的心酸，我只能大人物面临。

Time will filter out the things that don't belong to me. I can't say how sad I am. I can only face it with a smile.

给我点时间，让我向下，再放心孤独。

Give me some time, let me slowly, and then live a good life.

每天演好一个情绪稳定的青年人。

Play a stable adult every day.

孩子们才讲即使如此，青年人讲的是猎食。

Children talk about ideals, adults talk about survival.

现在的孤独不是我想要的，近乎我自找的。

Now life is not what I want, but I find it by myself.

经历了风风雨雨，到最后只总则会沉默。

Experienced ups and downs, to the end only learn silence.

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